I’m on the ball once again. Hopefully this means a string of better blog posts than my mopey self moping around at how melancholy I feel. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not taking the piss because it really was quite hellish to be in that place. However, after a medication tweak I feel like finally, finally I am as close to myself as I have been for years.
I’m not as confident as I once was, but I’m building it. I’m not quite where I want to be but I’m getting there. I’m off nightly checks in my housing unit, I’m taking my meds, I’m waking up in the morning and most importantly of all I’m getting up and doing things. I’m actually doing things, like camping, training, going to the gym, going out for the day and not because I feel forced but because I want to.
I’m also making progress with my showering conundrum and have been showering most days for a while now. It is almost but not quite yet becoming a habit to have a shower. I feel grimes much easier than I used to but that just means I shower more- and I more normal about these habits than I have been for years.
So all is well in the dear darling sanity camp and hopefully this will mean more stories and posts coming your way soon. X